I apologize.I apologize for all that you had to go through.So much pain and various disappointments.You heart was broken, so many places and into pieces.I apologize.I apologize for your low self-esteem and not knowing your self worth.How you tolerated many of the things that was beneath the Godly standard.Wanting to be accepted and comprising your Identity.I apologize.I apologize for that man taking your body, mind and soul.Who raped and stripped you of what God gave to you as a treasure for the man he destined for you to discover. You listened to the lies of him proclaiming to be your lover.I apologize.I apologize for you having to be alone having to raise your children and build a home.Scraping for pennies to make ends meet which sometimes don’t make it.The lights, phone, water, gas bill were due, only to be disconnected.I apologize.I apologize for you desiring to better yourself in education and when the time comesYou can’t walk those halls and go the class room.Things come up to hinder, stop and bring your dreams to a halt.Mama, daddy, grandma, child, girlfriend get ill and sick,Only to give you an ultimatum and your career you dare to pick.I apologize.I apologize for the sisters that are so jealous and hate on you for what you do have.Something you might have saved or worked real hard to get, but they do not see the story behind what seems to be glory and kill you for that,I apologize.Now, Sister you listen and listen real good, because I’m getting ready to speak into you like another true sister should. These are the things that I do not apologize for..I DO NOT apologize for the pain you have suffered because in that pain God has birthed with it your purpose. Purpose that you can encourage another sister and give hope to the hopeless and that Happy Days are here again.I DO NOT apologize for the low self esteem because you can now relate and see another sister that has her head hanging low and tell her that she is beautiful and made in the image of her God, the Creator. She truly is built and wonderfully made.I DO NOT apologize for that man taking away your dignity and pride because through it you willed to live and survive. Abuse didn’t and cannot destroy that which is strong. God made you and you are truly a Victor and not a victim. God has turned your ashes into beauty and erased the shame and clothed you in righteousness.I DO NOT apologize for you being a single parent, being the Mama and Daddy.Paying the bills, providing food and shelter and you seem to think you did it on your own? No Sweetheart, you was sustained by the Heavenly Father; He supplied your every need and gave you your hearts desire.I DO NOT apologize for your career being put on the back burner for your loved ones.Mama and Daddy gave you life, Your baby depend on you and your girlfriend don’t have anybody else, when you are there for somebody else, that is when God will be there for you and make all your dreams and hearts desire come true.I DO NOT apologize for the sisters that hated on you because of what you work so hard to get. It was the jealousy and envy that provided the platform for God to bless you. So push the button, sit and wait, ride those haters, use them as elevators and rise your way to the top.SISTAYOU AREBLESSED, BEAUTIFUL, STRONG, CONFIDENT, WEALTHY, HEALED AND ENCOURAGED IN JESUS NAME!!1st Lady Kimberly A. CantyFebruary 28, 2009
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