I went from having everything to having nothing, believing one day my dream would come true.I wanted more than anything in the world to have my book published, I felt I had something to share with the world. I had survived after the murder of my son.I received a contract in May 2007, by July 2007, I was homeless. I cried I couldn't understand, I had just received a contract and now I am homeless.I refused to give up on my dream. My family told me to come back home, I said no.I made a choice. I rather stay in the streets and survive my dream than to go home and my dream die. I lived in the streets.It was the hardest task I ever had to complete. It was my journey,my test of faith if I was going to make it.I ate in that shop, I bathed in that shop, I cried in that shop, I prayed in that shop, because that was my home for seven months.I read :Matthews 21:22 God says All things, whatsoever I ask in prayer,believing,I shall receive.I knew A Silent Scream would one day be published. It did while I was homeless.I read Matthews 20:29- For everyone that hath forsaken houses ,brothers ,or sisters,or mothers, or fathers, wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake shall receive and hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life.I knew God allowed me to be in the situation I was in for him to get the glory. I was afraid of being homeless, I was tired of sleeping on the floor with a blanet over behind the curtains in a dressing, I was afraid of not knowing how if I was going to eat or someone one would break in the shop and hurt me. I had faith.Sometimes I got upset I cried but I never gave up. I got on my knees and prayed to God in the midst of my storm.Sometimes It got so hard, I wanted to run back home, I stood still.Mattews 8:24-26 is why I am standing her today.There arose a great tempest in the sea, in so much that the ship was covered with the waves: but God was asleepMatthew 8:25 And his disciples came to God, and woke him saying Lord,save us: we will dieMatthews 8:26 God said unto them Why are you fearful, Oh ye of little faith? Then God arose, and rebuke the sea; and there was a great calm.I knew in my situation I knew God was watching over me.A Silent Scream is published and it is the pass to my future.Go to the extent to your dream, even it means going alone.I wrote my next book surrounding my trials and tribulation and I titled itWill My Morning Ever Come.I don't write for sympathy, I write to share my blessing from God..
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