“Passion, where are you?” I cried out but there was no answer. Where was Passion, I had been searching for her for days but she seem to have disappear. Again, I cried out, “Passion where are you?” The silences persist. She was as quiet as a mouse. I could not hear her.Passion had always been there. I would wake up with Passion, go to sleep with Passion, travel with Passion but suddenly she seem to be dead. There was nothing stirring, no creativity was flowing, quietness seemed to enter the room and all I could hear was the thoughts in my head. Passion was really not here. I heard the voice in my head say, “Passion’s on vacation.” “What do you mean Passion’s on vacation?” I asked the voice with disturbance in my tone. “She can’t take a vacation right now. I need her.” Silence once again fell upon the room.Maybe I just need to be still, I thought. Perhaps a day or two to rest and soon Passion will be back from vacation and I can get back on track. “So you think.” I heard the voice in my head say. “A day or two to rest, you will need more than that. Don’t you know that Passion is tired? She has no more energy, you drain her and now you expect her to keep going. You have lost your mind.” Why was this voice in my head talking to me? I was not interested in what thoughts this voice had to say, I had things to do and Passion was messing up the program. Suddenly that voice in my head open its big mouth again. This time it was screaming at me.“Are you crazy?! Perhaps you have to be taken out before you realize you need to rest. Did you forget about that lump you sit on every day because it won’t go up or come down?” “Oh that, I said to the voice in my head, is just a little constipation. With a good laxative, I will be fine.” “Sure you will,” said the voice in my head. “That’s why you haven’t had a BM yet and that little laxative didn’t help. If it had you would not be thinking about an enema right now.” Now this voice in my head needed to shut up. It has TMI (too much information) and I am a bit tired of listening to it. With faith and patience, this too shall pass.Soon to be released....
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