Stopping your own blessings.
this post will read like my random thoughts and revelations I've discovered in my own times of resisting to be loved and blessed and having experienced others doing the same. I realize and know that ALL blessings aren't good blessings and it takes understanding proper DISCERNMENT to distinguish when God is offering the blessing versus when there is an hidden agenda involved. However this blog post is about when the blessing is authentic. It’s the hard truth as I see it, unfiltered and perhaps uncomfortable. But new levels of living require new levels of truth. I’m being held accountable for my living every day and I’m sharing it with you…
HOW TO F&^% UP BLESSINGS…
Ooch! I know...but for me the truth doesn't always come in a politically correct form...perhaps for you you've had enough of the sweet delivery of messages that do very little to hold you completely accountable to your action or inaction. IF that's you this will connect deeply.
We pray for blessings, and miracles but then we block them every chance we get.
"SCARY INSECURE PEOPLE DO SCARY INSECURE TYPE SH–"
is what was told to ME loud and clear when I found myself being scared and insecure in those sneaky unnoticeable ways I was sabotaging miracles and blessing that were coming to me that often people never ever see or are willing to address.
Ever notice that? I do. I’m mindful of the times I do it and I clearly see it when others to. No judgement, but I notice it. I wonder for myself why I’d ask for miracles to come and happen only for it to happen then I turn my nose up because it didn't fit into the image I originally had in mind. Or to have been SO attached to a specific outcome (like I know every darn thing) that when someone comes to bless me and they didn't have the specific dollar amount, the race, or whatever in their hand – that I wanted. I started doctoring up the blessing, twisting and turning it and trying to force-fit my “needs” in it until the blessing had know choice but to say “Oh wow, I can’t do this..NO”
HUMAN NATURE IS STRANGE RIGHT?
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